experience with therapist

hi everyone,

I am very concern the way i am being treated by my specialist as I felt they are forcing to adapt the normal enviroment and i am very traumatizing. I had been hurting myself alot these night with lots of bruises and cant sleep due to the depression.

my specialist had been forcing me to put down my special interest in disney characters, fairy tale and costumed characters and adapt the mainstream enviroment. they even force me to interact with someone I don't like (my peers). My peers loves things like sport and watching television whcih i don't like. 

In my world, i like playing with the children and we play together around my area with toys and dolls. the reason i like interacting with the children because they share interest like me. but my specialist is forcing me not to hang out with them because of age difference eventhought no one mind about it. their parent don't bother about this and no one care about this. but they still force me not to hang out with someone who shares interest like me while interact with someone don't have interest like me. they are doing this to me because of my age and i feel like they are bullying me. 

i am very traumatized but no adult are listening to me as they all are on my specialist side just because this lady is a therapist. if i talk to my parent about it, they will punnish me for not being greatful to my specialist. I have no one on my side. I need help.

I am being forced to adapting an enviroment that i don't like. I am very very traumatized.

Does anyone here is on myside and think it's okay of what i like to be doing as i need help.

reminder i am someone at my very late teen.

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  • based on "Defaming and discriminating against people is hurtful and being autistic does not make that acceptable ~ because this is an autistic website forum, and there are two sets of rules you have broken ~ with two from the first set being:" yeah this is autistic forum and i have autism. why would i be saying insulting things like this to other autistic people. Like that's evil to say insulting things to autistic people and i know that.

    I am even on the autistic side so why would i be defaming or discriminating you?

    You made an insult of cowardice as a defamation of character to challenge your assumption of other people's purported inaction by you of isolation ~ all for the purpose of bringing about a desirable action for your comfort.

    Remember also that autistic people are more likely to favor solitude or isolation than most non-autistic people ~ due to social interaction, communication and imagination problems that can be restrictive or even obstructive, and even if you did not mean to discriminate against autistic people ~ you were discriminating against people who prefer or need solitude anyway.

    Recall also too that being biased towards one group of people and discriminating against another group does not involve the recognition of everyone's equal rights.

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