experience with therapist

hi everyone,

I am very concern the way i am being treated by my specialist as I felt they are forcing to adapt the normal enviroment and i am very traumatizing. I had been hurting myself alot these night with lots of bruises and cant sleep due to the depression.

my specialist had been forcing me to put down my special interest in disney characters, fairy tale and costumed characters and adapt the mainstream enviroment. they even force me to interact with someone I don't like (my peers). My peers loves things like sport and watching television whcih i don't like. 

In my world, i like playing with the children and we play together around my area with toys and dolls. the reason i like interacting with the children because they share interest like me. but my specialist is forcing me not to hang out with them because of age difference eventhought no one mind about it. their parent don't bother about this and no one care about this. but they still force me not to hang out with someone who shares interest like me while interact with someone don't have interest like me. they are doing this to me because of my age and i feel like they are bullying me. 

i am very traumatized but no adult are listening to me as they all are on my specialist side just because this lady is a therapist. if i talk to my parent about it, they will punnish me for not being greatful to my specialist. I have no one on my side. I need help.

I am being forced to adapting an enviroment that i don't like. I am very very traumatized.

Does anyone here is on myside and think it's okay of what i like to be doing as i need help.

reminder i am someone at my very late teen.

Parents Reply

  • but why are you agree that my therapist to force me to interact with someone i dont like.

    I am not agreeing with forcing you to interact with someone you do not like, whereas I have been explaining to you the nature of society in order that you consider a balanced approach to socialization, and how 'you' can choose to go about achieving it in terms of your developmental maturation ~ or more simply growing up mentally to balance more with your age physically.

    This does not mean that I mean you have to give up your special interests and your interactions with those who share them.

    i know that i do need to have some people at my age, but i do not agree that i need to stop interacting with children just because of my age as that's agist.

    It is only you in this discussion that imagines you have to stop interacting with people that are younger than you.

    Well i'm telling you, you dont want me to discriminate those who are not in my group but they dont discriminate against me for playing with children younger than me just because of my age either as i am autistic. i have evry right to be difference. that is just being difference , interacting with cchildren way younger than me.

    All you need do is balance up your interactions as you have stated that you know you need to do in terms of interacting with people your own age.