experience with therapist

hi everyone,

I am very concern the way i am being treated by my specialist as I felt they are forcing to adapt the normal enviroment and i am very traumatizing. I had been hurting myself alot these night with lots of bruises and cant sleep due to the depression.

my specialist had been forcing me to put down my special interest in disney characters, fairy tale and costumed characters and adapt the mainstream enviroment. they even force me to interact with someone I don't like (my peers). My peers loves things like sport and watching television whcih i don't like. 

In my world, i like playing with the children and we play together around my area with toys and dolls. the reason i like interacting with the children because they share interest like me. but my specialist is forcing me not to hang out with them because of age difference eventhought no one mind about it. their parent don't bother about this and no one care about this. but they still force me not to hang out with someone who shares interest like me while interact with someone don't have interest like me. they are doing this to me because of my age and i feel like they are bullying me. 

i am very traumatized but no adult are listening to me as they all are on my specialist side just because this lady is a therapist. if i talk to my parent about it, they will punnish me for not being greatful to my specialist. I have no one on my side. I need help.

I am being forced to adapting an enviroment that i don't like. I am very very traumatized.

Does anyone here is on myside and think it's okay of what i like to be doing as i need help.

reminder i am someone at my very late teen.

Parents Reply Children

  • so do you mean by i can interact with children but i still need to interact with people at my own age as well as children?

    Well given that your psychological maturation is more like a child's, and your physiological age is more like an adult's, a measure of both interaction types would seem reasonable, so basically yes you still need to interact with children the same age as you mentally 'and' adults the same age as you physically.

    Your mind is maturing at one rate in terms of being younger, and your body is maturing at another rate in terms of being older, so these younger and older rates of maturation or development need to be accounted for and worked with at different times ~ to allow for your psychological (personal) and sociological (social) development to happen for you in a healthy life affirming way, as in terms of being an autistic person.

    Does that make sense?