All my posts are being monitored ?

It's interesting how the immediate reaction to the censure of posts and accounts is that the people being offended are to blame. How about just not making posts and statements you know are likely to offend? 

but yet what if the post you got offended at and reported them for, is actually their post of taking offence at what you origonally posted? lol this can go both ways.... the posts you will take offence at maybe just firey posts in response to them being offended at what you posted, then whos to blame? haha

I think that we all need to calm down on here, Caelus, myself included. This is a support forum. There's a time and a place for 'radical' opinions.

I've understood, and agree with, all you've written. It's very plainly put. I've had the same thoughts as you, re: NT behaviour, reactions etc. 

not sure where i say i dont care as i clearly want help and never got it in life while people who never need any help get all the aid to make their lives privileged and perfect even more so.

not sure what you want here though, tbh im not even sure what you say most of the time because your use of words is odd, i think you once said you learned how to use words aesthetically if that was you?.... id get your money back from that course because aesthetic wording isnt comprehend-able at all and no one understands it lol hell my wording is bad and hard to understand at times, but i didnt get a course to make me this way aha totally get refund off any course that makes you less understandable..... of which why would someone take such a course like that? to be more competitive socially?? ..... seems you project everything about yourself onto others...

Literal is one thing, but this is not how you've responded.

You use too many analogies. You are incredibly concerned with competitiveness and mind-reading.

Again: Get a proper diagnostic. It's better to be 100% sure you're getting the right help and not simply a reckless undisciplined Neurotic heading toward Psychotic. That would requrie a completely different roap map to "Healthy". 

But, to quote, you don't really care. So why are you here?

It always seems like spergs are either ultra far left pro LGBT 110 genders or right wing. I know what i am.

likewise i think yours is that too because your words are too forked.... and it really is hard for a person thinking literally when your words are all weird and not making sense thinking literally.

I'll say it again Caelus : 

You need to be properly diagnosed. Your response is 100% NeuroTypical thinking. 

oh by all means, i change my opinion based on other peoples arguments with me, therefore i am reasonable.... those that never change and expect others to change are unreasonable and are like talking to brick walls. i dont think reason or unreasonably even has a place in this though as there is only weird wording and misunderstanding.

I don't think we're using the same defintion of Reason. Maybe look it up?

i reason alot, but when people are talking in riddles then that really isnt my fault. 

You don't need "psychic powers". You need to expand your abilty to Reason, investigate, Understand properly. But again, if you're not intersted in kindness, then don't bother. because those are acts of kindness.

An inabilty to reason can impact the foundation of Justice: another thing which has an element of human kindness. 

Your responses are so Reactionary. How do you you even have time to think about and thought-fully process what's being said. If you re-read what I wrote, the "Code of a group of humans", I was taking time and being intentional with my langage. 

You don't get to be Completely reckless and careless and not take the time to Try and Understand AND ALSO say you're a Victim. 

pretty sure you said rules as in rules of a game... like d&d or scrabble or whatever you said... you didnt say rules of social... whatever... social normativity? social sociopathy? .... you didnt say that lol you said rules of a game.... if you dont play by rules of a game, like the d&d rule set... then why do you even buy d&d in the first place when it is nothing without the rules?

it seems its you who are causing misunderstanding by saying stuff like rules of a game and naming games, but then you actually mean rules of how to act socially? .... yeah this is you causing misunderstanding there lol i just took your words literally and didnt have the pshycic powers to know that rules of dungeons and dragons actually mean rules of how normal people speak and act in a social environment

Youre really adding a lot into what I stated. And this is probably another reason why you keep running into such a grand amount of "Malfunction" - is I'm going to call it. 

Caelus said:

you cant just copy off someone and suddenly know what to say and be social and fit in.

What have you assumed I meant by this? I can tell you, it's incorrect. When I assume I know what someone else is implying by a statement, and I respond to my version of what I think is being said without questioning that there could be other possibilities, it's technically referred to a "Presumptuous". Do this on repeat to everyone around you and it's a fantastic way of igniting continual rejection and making enemies.

Caelus said:

not sure i have any issue with that

Again, you're assuming you know what I've said. 

NeuroTypicals have created a standard/Norm within society. This includes the "codes" which contain the "rules to engage with" and they often communicate in ways that Autists don't usually pick up. Therefore, it is incurably difficult for any ASC individual to play by these "rules" as we typically don't understand them. If you seem to know what they are, this is where it would be good to find a therapist and work out if you are in fact, autistic, OR if as you say, someone was using it as an insult.  

I can't help you with kindness if this is how you desire to see it. Again, this perspective on life is a great way to collect enemies rather than friends :( 

there was a time when i first joined facebook that i tried to use it along with blog posts, to try and share my experiences and speak my mind in a effort to be understood.... i got over that stage of wanting to be understood as i recognized it only caused more trouble and it was best perhaps to not be understood or find another way at least, i did even state in my old blog posts the purpose of wanting to be understood and wanting people to know my mind, but yeah one guy i knew who went to my old school at that time called me autistic, and at that time i took it as a insult and blocked him for it lol

as for mimicking others, could never do it socially... you cant just copy off someone and suddenly know what to say and be social and fit in.... that just doesnt work, plus i had alot of social anxiety and alot of tics that i got bullied for anyway and got way out of control. which i think still can happen if i put myself in constant social situation, hell my first job i did well at first almost normal aside from not being a very good conversationalist, then they started again, then i got let go of in cost cuts lol i can mimic physically though i think.... i was playing a pool match one time and losing as im *** at pool, i took opponents turn to look in detail at all his arm and hand positions and how he strikes the ball, i copied it exactly and started to pot all the balls one by one exactly using his movements and won. so i can mimic physically, just not socially.

playing by the rules.... ehh i think i can play by the rules, not sure i have any issue with that. a game isnt a game without their exact rules. you cant call yourself a winner if you wasnt playing right.

as for kindness and compassion, i dont trust the sincerity of other peoples kindness, they have no reason to be kind to you other than to make themselves look kind to others and elevate their own position. they dont really care for you. the only people that care is perhaps a family member that loves you.

there was a time when i first joined facebook that i tried to use it along with blog posts, to try and share my experiences and speak my mind in a effort to be understood.... i got over that stage of wanting to be understood as i recognized it only caused more trouble and it was best perhaps to not be understood or find another way at least, i did even state in my old blog posts the purpose of wanting to be understood and wanting people to know my mind, but yeah one guy i knew who went to my old school at that time called me autistic, and at that time i took it as a insult and blocked him for it lol

as for mimicking others, could never do it socially... you cant just copy off someone and suddenly know what to say and be social and fit in.... that just doesnt work, plus i had alot of social anxiety and alot of tics that i got bullied for anyway and got way out of control. which i think still can happen if i put myself in constant social situation, hell my first job i did well at first almost normal aside from not being a very good conversationalist, then they started again, then i got let go of in cost cuts lol i can mimic physically though i think.... i was playing a pool match one time and losing as im *** at pool, i took opponents turn to look in detail at all his arm and hand positions and how he strikes the ball, i copied it exactly and started to pot all the balls one by one exactly using his movements and won. so i can mimic physically, just not socially.

playing by the rules.... ehh i think i can play by the rules, not sure i have any issue with that. a game isnt a game without their exact rules. you cant call yourself a winner if you wasnt playing right.

as for kindness and compassion, i dont trust the sincerity of other peoples kindness, they have no reason to be kind to you other than to make themselves look kind to others and elevate their own position. they dont really care for you. the only people that care is perhaps a family member that loves you.

I've understood, and agree with, all you've written. It's very plainly put. I've had the same thoughts as you, re: NT behaviour, reactions etc. 

not sure where i say i dont care as i clearly want help and never got it in life while people who never need any help get all the aid to make their lives privileged and perfect even more so.

not sure what you want here though, tbh im not even sure what you say most of the time because your use of words is odd, i think you once said you learned how to use words aesthetically if that was you?.... id get your money back from that course because aesthetic wording isnt comprehend-able at all and no one understands it lol hell my wording is bad and hard to understand at times, but i didnt get a course to make me this way aha totally get refund off any course that makes you less understandable..... of which why would someone take such a course like that? to be more competitive socially?? ..... seems you project everything about yourself onto others...

Literal is one thing, but this is not how you've responded.

You use too many analogies. You are incredibly concerned with competitiveness and mind-reading.

Again: Get a proper diagnostic. It's better to be 100% sure you're getting the right help and not simply a reckless undisciplined Neurotic heading toward Psychotic. That would requrie a completely different roap map to "Healthy". 

But, to quote, you don't really care. So why are you here?

likewise i think yours is that too because your words are too forked.... and it really is hard for a person thinking literally when your words are all weird and not making sense thinking literally.

I'll say it again Caelus : 

You need to be properly diagnosed. Your response is 100% NeuroTypical thinking. 

oh by all means, i change my opinion based on other peoples arguments with me, therefore i am reasonable.... those that never change and expect others to change are unreasonable and are like talking to brick walls. i dont think reason or unreasonably even has a place in this though as there is only weird wording and misunderstanding.

I don't think we're using the same defintion of Reason. Maybe look it up?

i reason alot, but when people are talking in riddles then that really isnt my fault. 

You don't need "psychic powers". You need to expand your abilty to Reason, investigate, Understand properly. But again, if you're not intersted in kindness, then don't bother. because those are acts of kindness.

An inabilty to reason can impact the foundation of Justice: another thing which has an element of human kindness. 

Your responses are so Reactionary. How do you you even have time to think about and thought-fully process what's being said. If you re-read what I wrote, the "Code of a group of humans", I was taking time and being intentional with my langage. 

You don't get to be Completely reckless and careless and not take the time to Try and Understand AND ALSO say you're a Victim. 

pretty sure you said rules as in rules of a game... like d&d or scrabble or whatever you said... you didnt say rules of social... whatever... social normativity? social sociopathy? .... you didnt say that lol you said rules of a game.... if you dont play by rules of a game, like the d&d rule set... then why do you even buy d&d in the first place when it is nothing without the rules?

it seems its you who are causing misunderstanding by saying stuff like rules of a game and naming games, but then you actually mean rules of how to act socially? .... yeah this is you causing misunderstanding there lol i just took your words literally and didnt have the pshycic powers to know that rules of dungeons and dragons actually mean rules of how normal people speak and act in a social environment

Youre really adding a lot into what I stated. And this is probably another reason why you keep running into such a grand amount of "Malfunction" - is I'm going to call it. 

Caelus said:

you cant just copy off someone and suddenly know what to say and be social and fit in.

What have you assumed I meant by this? I can tell you, it's incorrect. When I assume I know what someone else is implying by a statement, and I respond to my version of what I think is being said without questioning that there could be other possibilities, it's technically referred to a "Presumptuous". Do this on repeat to everyone around you and it's a fantastic way of igniting continual rejection and making enemies.

Caelus said:

not sure i have any issue with that

Again, you're assuming you know what I've said. 

NeuroTypicals have created a standard/Norm within society. This includes the "codes" which contain the "rules to engage with" and they often communicate in ways that Autists don't usually pick up. Therefore, it is incurably difficult for any ASC individual to play by these "rules" as we typically don't understand them. If you seem to know what they are, this is where it would be good to find a therapist and work out if you are in fact, autistic, OR if as you say, someone was using it as an insult.  

I can't help you with kindness if this is how you desire to see it. Again, this perspective on life is a great way to collect enemies rather than friends :(