Sorry for that spotty but I am just me coping in a world I don't belong.

one nite last week it was relentless post after post,people begging for help.

I suppose being here having a laugh when bad things are happening makes me feel guilty.

like I said…

You can shoot me down in flames as well.. maybe I should be struck off as well.... but being devils advocate...

at middle school in assembly I really needed a wee but was too shy with everyone there to raise my hand or up and go to the bathroom.... rather…

Hi Graham, when I realised I was autistic, last May, I knew straight away that I wanted a formal diagnosis. I felt I needed it, not so much to prove the diagnosis but to confirm it, especially when I’m telling other people. It also became apparent to…

This stuff is all relative in the end. i do have a degree but only realised years after that my not doing a dissertation as part of it was quite a rare thing. To me, writing one if thosd things looks like a Herculean challenge beyond my remotest capabilty…

I think this changed a lot over the course of my life. In childhood, it was very much self-isolation; but mostly out of burning interest in my hobbies. Other people bored me and confused me, but I didn't feel that either I or they were doing anything…

Physical exercise for me is a great way to burn off some of the inner rage that builds from time to time - really giving it your all to push some metal up and down or racing on the cross trainer to go as fast as you can for as long as you can works well…

As long as you keep any optical disc in good condition, in its case and out of direct sunlight or extreme temperatures, they can last a lot longer than you think.

I have discs that I burned 15 years ago that still play perfectly because I keep them at…