Published on 12, July, 2020
The world seems grim right now with Covid, Brexit, endless atrocities, and my cold, uncaring birth family are going to the extreme to prove they don't give two hoots about me.
Is there anything nice we can discuss? e.g. I'm so happy that All Creatures Great and Small and The Great British Bake Off are coming back in the next few weeks. Also Strictly Come Dancing. Lots of silly shows to distract us.
Maybe this is a thread for people who have had enough, to come and talk about lighter, happier subjects.
selfawareness, and approving perception of self is part of mentaly balanced personality, that is ready for anything and everything
Persevere is what I've done most of my life without realising. This has been a good test for my intolerance of uncertainty. You can't plan for every eventuality.
perservere
that is most important of rules for me now too. before it was second after follow the plan and I got tangled up in a loop of uncertainty/ paranaoia and helplessness for 2 years
I've had a week of the strongest anxiety I've had in a long time. It's been unbearable at times. I have fought so hard with it using the strategies I have. It was because of uncertainty over a new situation i decided to put myself in. Nothing grows in the comfort zone. I've been wondering why on earth I was doing this to myself. I've pushed myself through anxiety all my life...why make it harder and induce further anxiety?! But I did it. It wasn't as bad as I thought and I actually enjoyed it. This won't be a lesson to me because I never learn. I'm having a mini pizza to celebrate.
one of my brain's million spawns tonight turned out to be a poem, that is a second time ever, I did think it is possible :P
If I could fly, I wouldn’t go high
Then I would think what I can dream
A better version to reality’s creation
Submerging myself in exultation.
btw rhyming in english is next to impossible, polish has declension and conjugation of everything, meaning if you can't rhyme in polish you must be thick :P
Yesterday I bought a supermarket brand kettle very cheap, that looks classy and like a kettle more than twice the price.
I'm glad that's sorted out for you
Thats good news for you
My Artist Friend will let me stay at his home until I move into my new bungalow for good. I will head over on Sunday.
Yes! I love the friendly atmosphere and looking at all the detailed results afterwards. Most of my family does it sometimes and I hope to beat my older sister's best time one day.
I really don't like Mary. She's a smug cow. But better as time progresses.
It does! Yes I suppose I like collecting information on things which interest me. Or objects or books related.
cool, well done. Have you tried Parkrun?
I just smashed my 10km and my 5km running record 2 days apart, running is my current number 1 obsession and I get such a MASSIVE buzz that I can't even focus on anything else every time I get a new PB :D
I binged Line of Duty.
I like Edith too.
I think I am in the Your autism magazine coming up! and something good is that the days are cooler and my garden is getting a drink!
I always say ASC and always correct anyone who says disorder.
3 friends! You could go out as a foursome, that would be my dream.
I have 2 friends. I don't dare introduce them in case they like each other better than me and go off with each other. That has happened to me before.
I'm learning that Tumble Dryer plugs fry extension sockets.