Finding meaning in life

How do you all make your life feel meaningful? I am 42 single living with parents. No children no great achievements. I wanted to do more but feel life life never got started because mental illness got in the way. I cant save money because I spend when I feel bad which is often. I'm tired of feeling like lofe is going nowhere. 

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  • He's a French philosopher who wrote theories of absurdity, & a book called "The Myth Of Sisyphus"; the bloke who was destined to roll a rock up a hill, in the Underworld of Greek myth.

    As a metaphor for work I guess. We think that's a terrible punishment, but if Sisyphus derived "meaning" from that, then who's to say it's meaningless. So in a sense, we derive our own meaning. That's what I learnt from skimming a couple of chapters. I'm lazy, & didn't read the whole book! 

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