Aspergers is a horrid stinky thing

Certainly, it’s a big debate....

I don't know but it is always the same think in my life when I want to communique with others. 

my brother likes legos way more than me. im more into legos for  collecting. I built 2 brickheads & that is all i have right now but I might get more legos in the future. my bro is more of a builder

Society has been in decline for ages and people  it is getting so bad. i hope that people get kinder. it is good that you found your lovely wife. 

and God loves you both too, remember that. 

i really hope that things get better you need to have shelter and some comfort as do all human beings. 

Sorry you feel that way. But I can vibe with you on most of what you said. I was not diagnosed until I was around 8 years old. I was a smart kid, but in the 1st grade 2 teachers(it was a class with 2 teachers) kicked me out of the class for my penmanship. It was an advanced class & because of those 2 dirt bags, I have not been in advanced classes since. I tried once, but I was too far behind. I had friends before who betrayed me & I feel bad about it towards this day. But the one thing I cannot agree with you on is the part about how we do not belong in society. Because without us, there would be no chaos. Without chaos, there´s no war. Without war, there is no point in peace. Without peace, what even is society?

Been like that myself, the important thing is to get a safe place to live. even try for a bedsit in a safe posher area as those are better. maybe one of the videos i have given you might give you an idea. look online for the cheaper places to live, enter in Zoopla and then filter it to the cheapest. 

i lived in a bedsit once it was safe enough. but I liked not having a television, but my radio was important. i hope that things get better for you. dont give up . 

I got your message aonghas, but there is no reply button!? Why do they make everything so difficult?? 

Okay, i live in social rented flat. what about one day aiming towards a caravan or tiny home, and if it is a small home in a van then you can live near that quiet place you long for. Here are some youtube links for inspiration plus a link to shelter it is a charity that will give you advice on homes and any issues that you have: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZFjW8VXlSY

tiny homes; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTRiH_rzDUw

some tiny made homes are bigger than my we studio flat. 

and Shelter the charity that will advice you and hopefully help you find a place to live : https://england.shelter.org.uk/

Ok, Thanks, I try to send you a message.

Be minimalist, we know very well.
Several times in our lives we lost everything or we were separated from everything we had and we went away with just a suitcase and our laptop (indispensable for our work).
Unlike many we have no telephone, no radio, no television, no stock, no alcool, no cigarettes, no medications, and our food is simple, basic, natural and mostly raw.
So we’re a very bad consumer.
We have been homeless before. So we have a long experience on this subject.
Nowadays, the most difficult is to find a place.

Thank you Zara, yes I live in UK, all we have is in UK. And we dare to believe that soon we will obtain our British nationality.
I do not know what Shelter is.
But certainly we are not a priority, we are immigrants and many make me understand it well, even if my DNA is English at more than 60%, my passport and my language betray me every day.
And I am not talking about being autistic.

Living in social housing for us is a sign of madness and death: too much noise, smell, movement.
We would like to find to rent a land, an abandoned haunted house, a ruin, a cave.
In short, a quiet place, and and far enough from the neighbours.
We need to touch the earth, breath the nature.

I don’t know anyone from the press and I don’t know how to ask (ah, social relations).
Furthermore  I don’t trust the press. There were often articles about me and my work, but the press always changes the truth and at the end of the story I found myself alone and with many enemies. Okay, it was in France, not the UK.
Write my life and my experiences. My life is special and very filled. Front a white paper I have no idea. I need to have a precise stimulus or a question to speak or write.

Thank you, Zara, for your support.
Everything is a matter of energy and at the moment the period is particularly hard for everyone, it is a fact.
I am a believer, but my faith is not that of this world, I know the question and the issues well: I studied theology at the university for 6 years in addition to my studies in science (maths, astronomy, astrophysics,...)
My wife and I have a small business, but we’re still in deficit. We don't really know how to sell our skills and our knowledge. 
My wife is High Potential and I am Asperger. We always give a lot to others, almost everything, but we receive rarely in return. Today we are tired, exhausted.

In my past people have often compared me to Jesus Christ because I have been humiliation, violence, harassment, incomprehension. I have been clinically dead three times, and yet I’m still alive.
With my wife, through our knowledge and techniques, we have healed many people (AIDS, cancer, sclerosis....).
We work in the shadows, in the discretion, people call upon us when their cause is desperate, when all possibilities seem to have been used. In short, we clean up the "***" of others. We have moral and heart nobility but as many say: it does not pay the bills!

I was born into a military family that cultivates secrecy, appearances, order and submission. Not true love.
I was married for 18 years to a woman who fell into the Christian religion. For her, as an astrophysicist and neuroscience researcher I was a heretic, the devil, the incarnation of Satan. She tried to kill me. I had three children raised by her who refused to contact me since several years.

The only love I receive is that of my wife and that I can give her. That is a fact.
For the rest, people love us only for what we bring them. But, this is not love.

also when I was having a rubbish time I watched the documentary called the minimalists it was brilliant and I although I am not a total minimalist it somehow helped me reassess things. 

if your in the UK please contact Shelter to help you with a place to live 

I would love a friend... and I don't really have any. Will you message me? I don't have your academic credentials though  I'm happy to talk, I am very hyper-organised and can maybe help you with dealing with some of the issues you have? 

have you thought about going to the press to tell your story? to speak out for yourself and autistics, you can even maybe be able to communicate through typing if you feel that speaking is problematic. 

Hey, I am sorry to hear that are you able to get benefits? so you can get a place to stay? 

Also be proud of what you have achieved, society is going through a weird transition at the moment and the majority of it is becoming so shellfish people are acting so odd in their uncaring attitude as if they have been conditioned. 

I don't know if you are a believer, but Jesus was bullied, humiliated and put to death to save us all. If you believe in God etc just think of Jesus he was rock bottom too with no money no home nothing , and yet he is king. Keep going keep changing the world keep being kind and get through one day at a time. 

Do what you do out of love of others, try and start your own business or something to keep you through, can you teach online write a course? for example. 

And remember you are loved so much. 

Unfortunately, I agree with that. 
I am an astrophysicist, a neurophotonic specialist (medical application). But I am alone. Many admire my work, my technology. I master an impressive technique for health, but few know it because I do not know how to communicate. In a past when I do it, all have abused to me.
I was a good teacher, the feeling goes great with the kids, the teenagers, but nobody wants to hire me.
Soon I’ll be homeless because I won’t have enough money to pay my rent, my bills.
I confess that since I’ve been on the autism forums, it’s been affecting my morals. It is true, I see that I am really different and not alone in this case but concretely I do not see many solutions for me.
I have no family, no friends, no salary or pension. In short, I am tired of all this. 
Why be smart, do research, find solutions when no one cares, no one supports you and you are not socially good at finding a patron without being exploited by him.
Sorry, It is not a good day and certainly tomorrow net yet.
Diagnosed with Asperger's disease, the real deal !!!
We are the world of tomorrow, the evolution of the human brain !!! ... Maybe well, but I was born too early to have a decent life in this society.
Death is my friend, but she doesn't want me. Maybe after 3 near death experience, the next will finally be the right one.
Sorry, sorry for this post.