Published on 12, July, 2020
Unfortunately, I agree with that. I am an astrophysicist, a neurophotonic specialist (medical application). But I am alone. Many admire my work, my technology. I master an impressive technique for health, but few know it because I do not know how to communicate. In a past when I do it, all have abused to me.I was a good teacher, the feeling goes great with the kids, the teenagers, but nobody wants to hire me. Soon I’ll be homeless because I won’t have enough money to pay my rent, my bills. I confess that since I’ve been on the autism forums, it’s been affecting my morals. It is true, I see that I am really different and not alone in this case but concretely I do not see many solutions for me.I have no family, no friends, no salary or pension. In short, I am tired of all this. Why be smart, do research, find solutions when no one cares, no one supports you and you are not socially good at finding a patron without being exploited by him.Sorry, It is not a good day and certainly tomorrow net yet.Diagnosed with Asperger's disease, the real deal !!!We are the world of tomorrow, the evolution of the human brain !!! ... Maybe well, but I was born too early to have a decent life in this society.Death is my friend, but she doesn't want me. Maybe after 3 near death experience, the next will finally be the right one.Sorry, sorry for this post.
also when I was having a rubbish time I watched the documentary called the minimalists it was brilliant and I although I am not a total minimalist it somehow helped me reassess things.
if your in the UK please contact Shelter to help you with a place to live
I would love a friend... and I don't really have any. Will you message me? I don't have your academic credentials though I'm happy to talk, I am very hyper-organised and can maybe help you with dealing with some of the issues you have?
have you thought about going to the press to tell your story? to speak out for yourself and autistics, you can even maybe be able to communicate through typing if you feel that speaking is problematic.
Hey, I am sorry to hear that are you able to get benefits? so you can get a place to stay?
Also be proud of what you have achieved, society is going through a weird transition at the moment and the majority of it is becoming so shellfish people are acting so odd in their uncaring attitude as if they have been conditioned.
I don't know if you are a believer, but Jesus was bullied, humiliated and put to death to save us all. If you believe in God etc just think of Jesus he was rock bottom too with no money no home nothing , and yet he is king. Keep going keep changing the world keep being kind and get through one day at a time.
Do what you do out of love of others, try and start your own business or something to keep you through, can you teach online write a course? for example.
And remember you are loved so much.