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Hi Pru,

I can relate to (inappropriately) apologising!

Welcome fellow classical music lover!

My man is the great J S Bach though when I was younger 'twas Wagner and I wished to become a Wagnerian opera singer.

It turns out I am a Verdi baritone though it took decades to find out, my voice is ruined and it's likely too late and i am not in a position to flourish.

Do you musik yourself?

Sing or play any instruments?

I struggle with my speech also (stopping problems!) and so I'm currently mute!

I would not wish to be too wordy here to!

Greetings, salute and best wishes to you,

Jim

Jimberry and the Couscous (Youtuber)

I love Bach too. To me Bach seems to be almost perfection - it feels so perfect to almost be beyond the ability of a normal human being to create. Super measured and calm and perfect. So different to Beethoven which seems full of human passion and the storms of human emotion. 
Struggles with speech are very familiar to me as my son has Selective Mutism. People who don’t think about speech have no idea just what a struggle speech can be for many autistic people. It’s a really tough thing to deal with and it’s hard to get good support. 
it’s great that you sing Jimberry - singing is so good for our mental health I’m sure. It’s a release of emotion isn’t it? Have you thought of joining a choir? I think a lot of singing groups have sprung up in recent years. I think I’d be too self conscious to join a singing society though - even though deep down I would like to. I’d like to be more sociable in theory - but when it comes to it I find it far too stressful. It’s a shame. 
l’ve been wondering recently about autism and isolation. I’ve always felt I didn’t want friends but as I get older I wonder if a part of me did all along - but I was just to scared to be more sociable. I’m not sure anymore. It’s lovely to talk to people on here. I think autistic people get on well with other autistic people maybe? People seem so nice on here. 

Thanks Kate,

I was in choirs years ago but have not been able to join anything for a long time besides a very small choir which is just a handful of people who get together for their mental health so its very very informal and certainly no classical music or singing from sheet music or anything like I did in my past.

More recently...

I phoned the director of music of a parish choir and he never returned my call.

I applied to a cathedral choir and completed the equal opportunities section stating that I am autistic and they did not acknowledge my application.

I was overheard at a church I snuck into yesterday and I think the lady was high up in the church from the way she was talking. Anyway she said she enjoyed my singing and to come back. I left her my Youtube name (same as here) as a way for her to contact me after we found a pen and paper as I am mute presently.

She did not seem to know much about autism and may be frightened after seeing my channel but I shall try and go back in a few days and hopefully no-one will come in and I can sing or she might come back and either be just as welcoming as before or... who knows! I tend to get a lot of people wondering who I am or what I am doing when I am out and about. I am the one that gets followed by the store detective and if waiting around anywhere, even outside my vacated council flat as yesterday; it's not long before police show up to ask me who I am and what I am doing.

I guess I must come across as really strange. But hey there's not a great deal I can do about that. I move atypically, I behave atypically!

Personally I consider Bach the genius of geniuses not simply the composer's composer. I wonder if he was ... you know... but then he had 20 children!

Maybe being weird wasn't so weird for his time and place.

Take care and have a sneaky sing yourself if you can find somewhere private!

Clear the cobwebs!

Jim

Thanks Kate,

I hope you don't mind me saying this.. I really like your name. I have a friend whose daughter is named Kestrel and I am really keen on alliteration, sometimes obsessively so!

Don't underestimate people power! I think if we all could band together we could make a difference. I have for now laid down the campaigning (asides from my forthcoming video) as I am too unwell from working to long and hard at it and from my current situation. But do stay in touch in case I ever start up again and am in need of some signatures. I don't think my failure was down to much beyond not understanding social media and being to express myself coherently (despite how my writing may appear!).

Thanks for the best wishes,

I am returning them back (I want them I just like sharing :) )

Cheers, 

Jim

Thanks Kate,

I hope you don't mind me saying this.. I really like your name. I have a friend whose daughter is named Kestrel and I am really keen on alliteration, sometimes obsessively so!

Don't underestimate people power! I think if we all could band together we could make a difference. I have for now laid down the campaigning (asides from my forthcoming video) as I am too unwell from working to long and hard at it and from my current situation. But do stay in touch in case I ever start up again and am in need of some signatures. I don't think my failure was down to much beyond not understanding social media and being to express myself coherently (despite how my writing may appear!).

Thanks for the best wishes,

I am returning them back (I want them I just like sharing :) )

Cheers, 

Jim