Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi
So I have always suffered with anxiety and low mood. This year I found out I am an Aspie. Not just a little bit but a lot.
Sometimes anxiety or sensory or both cause me to shake. At night, like last night I wake up and I am in the foetal position rocking with anxiety.
So I am considering anti-anxiety meds. But...
1) I am worried they will change my personality for the worse and
2) as a side effect suicide is possible.
Has anyone been on these and what effects have they had.
But what about meltdowns. I have 2 sensory and overload of emotions. With the emotions do they work?
They do work for meltdowns. I've got all (really ALL) the sensory issues, and on medication it was much better. But for me the side effects were impossible to live with.
To give you an example: I had to deal with the five year visit of inlaws who stayed here for about five days. They like to drink and sit and talk. I had just started Sertraline. Without it I wouldn't have managed and I would have had an instant meltdown, kicking them out of the house. Had to stop as I got really agitated and aggressive after some weeks.
Meds just knock you out a little, they place a filter between you and the outside world.
But everybody has a different reaction to them.