I have posted on here many times about feeling suicidal as I realise we Asd people get obsessed with ideas and I have had this for some years now and been convicted for it. My brain cannot think of anything else now despite all the treatments I have tried and people I have seen.
the latest has been a film producer interested in documenting my story.
and yet her i am still trying to find an effective intervention.
I have documented my story and thinking on here. I do not want to die, but the distress of these ongoing negative thoughts is intolerable and I can’t believe what the police have done to me for trying to safely help this awful scenario.
anyone got any helpful comments . Please don’t laden me with more negativity and guilt