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Nearing the end

I have posted on here many times about feeling suicidal as I realise we Asd people get obsessed with ideas and I have had this for some years now and been convicted for it. My brain cannot think of anything else now despite all the treatments I have tried and people I have seen.

the latest has been a film producer interested in documenting my story.

and yet her i am still trying to find an effective intervention.

I have documented my story and thinking on here. I do not want to die, but the distress of these ongoing negative thoughts is intolerable and I can’t believe what the police have done to me for trying to safely help this awful scenario.

anyone got any helpful comments . Please don’t laden me with more negativity and guilt

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  • I too have thouse thoughts . What has helped me this time is I have created a challenge for charity that I am training for.  It has helped me to change my focus even though it’s proving very hard. 

    I really hope you find a new focus 

    thankyou for your honesty I didn’t know other people with Autism battle with these thoughts too

  • Good thinking. Yes I have always had a focus for sport and extra degrees, but now with my focus on suicide, I wonder about classifying and giving my take on the stages for a website, to help people understand the different stages and the importance of managing it effectively early on. 
    I suspect we all ruminate and increase our negativity instead of doing the enjoyment and distraction focus.

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  • Good thinking. Yes I have always had a focus for sport and extra degrees, but now with my focus on suicide, I wonder about classifying and giving my take on the stages for a website, to help people understand the different stages and the importance of managing it effectively early on. 
    I suspect we all ruminate and increase our negativity instead of doing the enjoyment and distraction focus.

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