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Nearing the end

I have posted on here many times about feeling suicidal as I realise we Asd people get obsessed with ideas and I have had this for some years now and been convicted for it. My brain cannot think of anything else now despite all the treatments I have tried and people I have seen.

the latest has been a film producer interested in documenting my story.

and yet her i am still trying to find an effective intervention.

I have documented my story and thinking on here. I do not want to die, but the distress of these ongoing negative thoughts is intolerable and I can’t believe what the police have done to me for trying to safely help this awful scenario.

anyone got any helpful comments . Please don’t laden me with more negativity and guilt

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  • I too have thouse thoughts . What has helped me this time is I have created a challenge for charity that I am training for.  It has helped me to change my focus even though it’s proving very hard. 

    I really hope you find a new focus 

    thankyou for your honesty I didn’t know other people with Autism battle with these thoughts too

  • Good thinking. Yes I have always had a focus for sport and extra degrees, but now with my focus on suicide, I wonder about classifying and giving my take on the stages for a website, to help people understand the different stages and the importance of managing it effectively early on. 
    I suspect we all ruminate and increase our negativity instead of doing the enjoyment and distraction focus.

  • That sounds really interesting. Do you mean like warning signs that your obsession is changing for a not good thing .?I would really like to see your website.

  • Yes I think obsession in autism and negativity is why our suicide rates are so high as we ruminated what is distressing us and this becomes intolerable with suicide as the only way out

    I have let the domain expire as it was not getting many hit so although I have the ideas, I need help and interest from authorities

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  • Yes I think obsession in autism and negativity is why our suicide rates are so high as we ruminated what is distressing us and this becomes intolerable with suicide as the only way out

    I have let the domain expire as it was not getting many hit so although I have the ideas, I need help and interest from authorities

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