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Nearing the end

DaveAsperg

I have posted on here many times about feeling suicidal as I realise we Asd people get obsessed with ideas and I have had this for some years now and been convicted for it. My brain cannot think of anything else now despite all the treatments I have tried and people I have seen.

the latest has been a film producer interested in documenting my story.

and yet her i am still trying to find an effective intervention.

I have documented my story and thinking on here. I do not want to die, but the distress of these ongoing negative thoughts is intolerable and I can’t believe what the police have done to me for trying to safely help this awful scenario.

anyone got any helpful comments . Please don’t laden me with more negativity and guilt

Parents

  • is it possible to find something time consuming that will get your mind off it?
    like perhaps you could do those long hike walks that take days and require wild camping? do the highland way and glen way or whatever, see some beautiful sites, camp in them, walk for days. although i guess trouble is that it will end and you will need to find something else.

  • in reply to Caelus

    Good thinking. Yes I’ve done some of those. Previously I did 100mile bike races every month for years, so that was part of me and I feel the 12 mile walks which I find hard work are rather pathetic in comparison now and even 20 k spinning is draining. Negativity all the time, but nice to get some reactions.

    just had a friend do Canterbury to Rome walking! I’m envious they could do it.

    Maybe the Channel 4 film will help,  but 4 months to go till shown and need to be anonymous to most so as not to embarrass my family.

    I feel there are issues for neurodiverse, head injury and suicidal ideation people ie medical issues that are mistreated by the police and justice system , who have labelled these things criminal.

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  • in reply to Caelus

    Good thinking. Yes I’ve done some of those. Previously I did 100mile bike races every month for years, so that was part of me and I feel the 12 mile walks which I find hard work are rather pathetic in comparison now and even 20 k spinning is draining. Negativity all the time, but nice to get some reactions.

    just had a friend do Canterbury to Rome walking! I’m envious they could do it.

    Maybe the Channel 4 film will help,  but 4 months to go till shown and need to be anonymous to most so as not to embarrass my family.

    I feel there are issues for neurodiverse, head injury and suicidal ideation people ie medical issues that are mistreated by the police and justice system , who have labelled these things criminal.

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  • in reply to DaveAsperg

    oh yea, everything is fecking labeled criminal in the uk.... its honestly hard to get through life and not be threatened by the law with arrest these days. everything is a crime. even being homeless or rough sleeping is a crime. its getting to a point where its near enough impossible to live a life in the uk without being sent to prison at some point in your life.