Published on 12, July, 2020
I never finish anything.
Lol it's literally like it sounds. I start things and then I just abandon it. I started learning the guitar, stopped after a day. I write, either just for fun or working on a book or assignments...then I just stop.
I think I lose interest or mmaybe it's anxiety that it won't be any good? Anxiety that I'll fail?
Then just now I started making a sandwich and drink and stopped midway through no longer feeling interested in it. This causes me issues at times with self neglect because I don't eat and drink enough... and my school stuff goes unfinished.
Just curious really as to why I'm like this and if anyone else about this site can relate to it. I tell my family and they just stare at me.
If it's something you do to let me know, would be nice if it's not just a me thing!
I finished "a thing."
That "thing" has utterly absorbed all mental attention and useable hours, to the exclusion of ALL other matters in my life, for the last 6 weeks.
That "thing" has demanded painful sacrifice from me, to get it finished.
This is the nature of "how" I get a "thing" finished - ie utter absorption, pain, suffering and sacrifice!
As you might imagine, I can, (on many occasions) be reluctant to "start" a "thing"....because I know just how hard it will probably be to finish!
Woe is me & exhausted is me & TFFT that I've FINISHED!
[Exhausted fist-bump emoji + wrung-out sponge emoji]
Number said:TFFT that I've FINISHED!
Congratulations and well done
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