Published on 12, July, 2020
I tried writing this a few times over the past couple days but I was having trouble but thats kind of the point of this post.
I dont talk very often out loud (unless its about my special interest and im with people im comfortable with) but online I can write wayyy more. I usually even annoy people with how much I write when I text/email/etc but the last couple days I keep trying to comment on things on here but I changed my mind and didnt send it. I think I only made 4ish comments and they were pretty short than my usual. I dont know why I cant write right now, its like I dont feel like it, mixed with I cant find the words I want. I was just wondering if anybody else has had this before and if theres a way I can get past it?
There are occasions when I can be quite chatty when I'm communicating on here, or when I'm responding to the likes of personal e-mails. However, there are occasions when I feel as though there's a bit of a mental block. In my mind, I know what I want to say (type), but it's as though my brain won't play ball and allow me to progress any further. If I'm lucky, I might get as far as typing a handful of words, before I realise I'm fighting a losing battle and give up.
In my case, it's not that I don't want to write (type), although I do admittedly have days when I know I'm just not in the mood to, and I just think, "Nope!"
I'm more chatty on here than I am in person. In a day I don't think I say more than 50 words in person...I am much more social online than in RL.
I'm the same. My entire social life is online at the moment. Which is easier? Online or real life?
I find online easier than real life. Real life I need to mask and try to "fit" in and be like everyone else but here I can be myself and it feels like I'm amongst friends on this forum.