Published on 12, July, 2020
I've had 2nd, 3rd, 4th............far too many thoughts on posting this and changed my mind about it.
Yes! This! All the time. It drives me insane. I’ll say something I’m thinking and I sometimes even know beforehand that I shouldn’t say it, so sometimes I stop myself, only to find myself blurting it out a few minutes later. It’s one of the things I hate most about myself.
...To NAS64493... I finally look back at this Thread and see that I made a mistake: My answer then was intended at NAS61802!
I do very very much apologise, I hope it is alright that I leave it as it is anyway? This is one reason why I say that I am not so good at "chat" on here. I was thinking about the OP and did not see the difference until now, honest. I hope that everything I say is understood in progressive context anyway. I can undo this if You ask, but for now, I am writing an apology.
NAS6xxxxx and NAS6xxxxx look the same (to Me) under pressure... I used to always recommend Names and/or Icons to newcomers, and now I am reminded of why. I hope You understand, and I apologise again. (& Vote You up.)
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...The fact that there are no other Posters is getting a bit bad for Me, now. I shall tell You that I Myself no longer seek out Friendships, but I have acquaintances, and am prone to running away a lot. (!) If someone presses Me, then I do what I said there at them... but it is up to them (or My physical illnesses) whether they continue the association. There are many times where I have made a friend, then they or I said 'something', or their life changes, and they then no longer respect Me. That is Life... so I pursue it less now and wait for things to come to Me instead. (Hope You understand.)
I could be said to have turned into a fatalist nowadays. If I know about something, then I will venture into it, to learn about it...but I no longer invite it.
...Can someone else *please* say something?? *sniffle*