Shouldn't be long now. Eating crap to hopefully give myself a heart attack. Wheezing more, puffing, sighing with the pointlessness of it all.[content removed by Moderator due to breaches of the online community rules and guidelines] Nowhere for the suicidal to go apart from teetering on the edge of life. Pathetic. Organ collapse inevitable if I keep living this way. Countdown engaged...
Shouldn't be long now. Eating crap to hopefully give myself a heart attack. Wheezing more, puffing, sighing with the pointlessness of it all.[content removed by Moderator due to breaches of the online community rules and guidelines] Nowhere for the suicidal to go apart from teetering on the edge of life. Pathetic. Organ collapse inevitable if I keep living this way. Countdown engaged...
