Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi everyone,
I stupidly acted on a negative impulse yesterday but have been in touch with Nas and decided to join again which they're fine with but I'll only post in short amounts until I'm feeling better again. I really hate myself sometimes but I'm going to try hard to get better.
This has been my first time here but I just took really naturally to the forum.
I feel like I belong here it's a lovely feeling.
I loved your photo of the goslings Autonomistic
They are so cute :)
Thanks everyone for being so nice I hope I can make it up to you.
Goosey x
I hope you feel better with time. I worried that it was my post which scared you off!
Although it's absolutely fine if it did. I know that post was quite intense.
I'm glad you feel you belong here.
Honestly it wasn't you so please don't think it was.
I've had issues for a while and sometimes I feel so bad and get thoughts it's hard not to act on them but I'm better again now.
I'm still trying to catch up with everyone but I'm going slower now.
Feeling really happy to be here again :)
I'm glad! Your conversation really helped me that day, especially as the amount of people to talk to at the moment is incredibly sparse for me.
Definitely take things at the right pace for you. I know the feeling of things feeling particularly bad, it has been mostly every day for me for the past 3 months.
I do appreciate your support. If you're okay for me to send you a private message to continue the correspondence I'd be happy to.
I'm hoping when I resume therapy I'd be able to process some of the worst feelings.