Published on 12, July, 2020
Do you get angry? I get angry. A "friend" of mine is making me angry today. If you get angry then this is the thread to let off steam. All those irritating NT's winding you up. You'd like to bury them in a shallow grave wouldn't you? *Hold on there is someone at the door**Sound of man being dragged away by White Coated individuals*
Ok here goes.
I've been struggling with depression for a few years. Since my teens however I've always been conscious of my weight and fear being fat and eating too much. I skip meals, exercise to burn off anything I eat and eat really enough to survive as I can't stand it.
Lately I've had dizziness, fatigue and a bit more pain than I should so I got that looked at and now my dr is saying I have anorexia but I might need medical help which could mean admission to hospital.
So unhappy about this. I don't want to go in to hospital I'm struggling enough as it is without being in a strange unfamiliar environment. Doubt the baby is keen either.
I'd happily take some medication to make these symptoms better but dr seemed to think hospital is what they'll go for.
I have an urgent specialist appointment Monday.
Not happy about it. I explained my autism but she didn't listen about that.
You and baby are in my thoughts.