Published on 12, July, 2020
I think it's a part of my Autism but I really love to hurt myself. Recently I've been burning my skin with bleach and shining a laser pen into my eye. Pain seems to make everything else feel better.
It sounds like you really do want to hurt yourself both inside and out :( I know some people hurt outside to care for themselves inside. Is this what you're aiming for? Or is there a degree of self-hatred/self-disgust going on.
I hope there's a part of you Clara that is feeling ok through this.