Published on 12, July, 2020
Hello I'm Quacksy. I'm Autistic, I was diagnosed with autism in 2011 and in the last couple of years I've been struggling with anxiety, depression and mental health.
I like Lego, music, writing and movies. I have a special interest in human health, medicine and diseases. Writing is one of my favourite hobbies. I like to write stories, fun and relaxing for me.
I get called childish a lot of the time because I still play with toys and watch children's TV shows and movies. I thought I'd made a friend last year but she was horrible to me because I act this way.
I've tried changing but I have no idea how to act differently but I still struggle massively with interacting with others. It burns me out.
Just tired of trying and getting nowhere all the time.
Oh well, things can only get better.
Ohh wow Hello my name is john sending you a hug from me & my Teddy bear called BlU.
I was diagnosed at birth In 1985 with nonverbal Autism level 3 & Epilepsy. I'm 38 years old within the last 20 years I've managed to cure my EPILEPSY with medication. I've been re-diagnosed a few times due to depression & self harm & multiple attempts of suicide.
Through last 6 months I've attempted suicide 16x 4x in the last 2 months.
I try to enjoy my day with walking but people take the piss out of me because I carry BlU around with me 24/7 & i cyceI on my MTB I also build Rc 1/10 police cars in my free time & also build rc cranes & rc trucks & custom make lowloaders to carry my rc around when I'm going for a walk. Im also in to photography & have caught photos from Egypt , Malta & Spain
I'm originally from Wigan. But live in the isle of man.
I use to have support workers help me from Autism Initiatives but stopped after data breach. I get supported by mental health now & have a Nurse & support worker. My local police are awsome hero's. They've been there for me in my Happy Times & suicidal times.
I recently celebrated my 37th & 38th birthday with my favourite officer. With all my rc police cars & got few new & old photos next to the real police cars 1 of my photos the police use as Facebook group page which is nice to see.
I listen to music 80s,90s,hiphop,pop,dance,folk,piano,drum n bass & listen to meditation ♂️ tracks & self hypnotherapy track when needed. I play Forza Horizon 4 & 5 on xbox one,I sometimes like to watch my favourite film beauty & the beast & I like to watch old episodes of Thomas the tank & fire man Sam.
I take warfarin for life after having a Pulmonary Embolism in 2013 I have a left eye problem as when I was 7 years old I was hit in the eye by a metal baseball bat, I have uk size 17.5 feet which have fallen arches.
I try to be kind & generous & caring gentleman who lives with a Teddy bear called BlU.
BlU been on holidays,hospital,police station,rehab,University,
Hope you have a wonderful day
Welcome to here!
Kids TV shows and human diseases is some kinda wild combination ^_^