Published on 12, July, 2020
My son refuses to go to school and to discuss what’s going on, he will not listen to his parents and is hugely disrespectful in the process. I have walked on egg shells for years and I’m totally at a loss as to what to do. He puts unrealistic pressure on himself.
Your son does seem driven to succeed at great personal cost.
To some extent I was like that when younger. I developed a routine of studying through the night until around 4am or later. I found those quiet still hours far easier to achieve a focus without noise or interruptions. All or nothing is very much the autistic way, intense focus on what interests us for hours at a time.
The prescribed school way of learning may not suit your son. It sounds as if he is experimenting to find ways that work better for him. As long as he is able to access the course materials then missing some school is unlikely to harm his results. Schools are largely unsuitable environments for autistic people and can actually be damaging.
It is important that he learns his limits. If he won't listen to anyone then he'll have to learn the hard way unfortunately. Getting into a burnout cycle isn't good longer term. He is young and may be able to bounce back quickly but the more those cycles continue the harder that will become. A major burnout can take a very long time to recover from and may result in permanent regression of skills.