Hi, I'm Sarah and I'm struggling to cope with being diagnosed with autism, some days are better than others but I feel that talking to others is hard and I feel that I'm being judged, bored/ not interested. How can I get over this feeling and get along better with people? My son has autism but he has grown up with it, I've been through my whole life struggling and I now think my life would of been better if I knew why I was different. I almost hate who I am.