Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi , does anyone ever think about the afterlife ?.
Like is there one ? .
If there is what is it like ? .
I've been obsessivly thinking about it since an experience that I had at Bodmin goal .
My nan had died one year prior to my visit to the goal .
I went with a friend to the ghost event and I we were in a group of six , we did the glass thing where everybody puts a finger on the glass and the spirit uses the energy to move the glass .
I was very skeptical about the whole thing , the medium was saying that a lady was there that used to be a maid or something .
I had read somewhere that if you say the deceased name and then say come forward , that they will come through .
The medium said that you can ask a question in your mind and the spirit will hear you ,so I said my nans name ,come forward .
I kept repeating this and then the medium said oh wait there's another lady coming through , she's pushed the other lady out !.
And then she started asking are you an older lady etc and the glass was moving .
Anyway it turned out it was my nan , the medium had described her down to a T and was saying that she is laughing at me .
She then said "she's showing me her legs , they're lovely legs she said but I don't know why she's showing me "
I didn't say anything but my nan had cellulitis in her legs.
I can't wrap my head around how she knows all this and I can't wrap my head around how a spirit can function without a brain .
I've over analysed it so much that It's made my anxiety bad because now I'm scared of dying because I don't know what to expect.
Can someone help me put this to bed please ?
I'm pretty sure that there's no afterlife - but you know my circumstances - so I'd like to hope.
In a way, there's no point worrying because you'll only *know* when you're there - or not.
Energy forms and reforms in a continuous cycle, a never-ending cosmic dance.
You're not going anywhere, and at the same time you're going everywhere.
I like that. It's like Rick & Morty - infinite me.
You are indeed eternal and infinite. There is no beginning and there is no end. ;-)