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April
over 3 years ago

I’ve fallen in to a deep dark hole, mentally that is. I have Aspergers and will be 24 next February. I live alone and I have no one in my life who cares about me or loves me. I’m anxious, I’m depressed and I suffer from PTSD having seen my poor sis killed at the roadside. I suffer from sleepless nights because of nightmares and my head is tight all the time like someone’s pressing it hard. I hate life and I see no reason for me to even be here. The woman who bore me hates me and nobody else wants to know me. Every day I sit in my little home just staring at the wall thinking how nice it must be to just fall asleep and never wake again-no worries, no cares, just silence and bliss peace.
I feel like I’m alone in this world and no one gets me. They just see me like some girl who makes out that her problems are big when in fact they’re small. Well that’s not true. I should matter. I should be loved and cared for and my problems are big and they are killing me slowly but surely.

I just want to be loved but no one loves me. If I died today no one in my life would give a damn.

:( Please just someone help me through this. I just want someone to talk to

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  • over 3 years ago

    I cannot do this anymore. I tried I really did try but as usual something went wrong, life stamped on me. Those tablets have made me feel so bad I haven't known what to do... I've had an upset stomach, dizziness, stomach pain, wind and felt sick. It's easing now because I stopped the tablets. I warned everyone that I will not throw up ever again. I would rather die than be sick again.

    I'm a little disappointed. I was really hoping those pills would help me, I should have known really. Foolish of me to even think that I could try and regain control of my life and beat the anxiety and depression.

    I'm now feeling like it's probably not worth going on from here. I can't beat all my problems alone but the meds make me sick as a pig. I'm at a loss now. Just feel like there's no way forward for me now and that this is it

  • over 3 years ago in reply to April

    I can’t imagine what you’re going through April, but I’m sure you can get through it. Remember, you are so much stronger than you realise xxx

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