Published on 12, July, 2020
Don't know what to put.
Maybe hello?
I do not know if I have autism. I am on a list to be assessed.
Welcome aboard and good luck with your assessment. I got my 'ASD' diagnosis last summer, but still largely feel like an impostor. Things were starting to gather momentum regarding treatment/counselling, but now with coronavirus that's all been paused.
Hello.
Yes. This virus thing has caused turmoil. I find I can't go in a few shops anyway, but with the turmoil now, I just have not been able to go in a shop at all. Luckily my Mum can but even she is not confident enough to tackle a large shop. We can only shop in a small local shop at the moment.
The assessment. I hope that it is not too long to wait. I am a little nurvous about it, but I have met some of the people working for the assessment team and they are nice people so I should be ok. I am concerned that if the economy collapses I may never be assessed.
I could do with being assessed because I reached a point where I can't even do part time work in a job I can usually do with my eyes closed... Last time I tried I was getting constant strings of partial shutdowns one after the next after the next... And doing all I can to avoid getting full shutdowns. And I liked the work. I liked the staff. I just was not able to avoid the shutdowns. I then had burnout and forced my way through the last week or so (The shifts were 4 or 5 hours a day every other day of the week) and when the temporary summer time job ended I was in a right mess! I was glitching between masking and unmasking... Hardly able to walk that far... I was missing gears when I drove... I was a mess.