Published on 12, July, 2020
I really must vent, today I received my PIP decision.
I request a telephone assessment due to some of my perhaps shared autistic traits, in the assessment I divulged the most intimate aspects of my life, how my Autism effects my life in the most detrimental way.
I explained about my Dyslexia, Dyspraxia and my overwhelming anxiety and stress that damages my health and life in general.
I must say this assessment left me feeling very vulnerable, something I rarely admit to being, I have spent my adult life coping as best I can mimicking NT life and accepted norms to the best of my abilities.
Being at the age I am now it is detrimental to my health and well-being to continue as I have, which quite honestly dispite my best efforts has left me penniless and dependent.
So I plucked up the courage for the second time and request a personal independence Payment from the DWP.
The letter I received from the DWP today left me shaking with rage not just because I was rejected but for how they rejected me.
In the most intentional way, what I had communicated had been ignored or twisted.
With a grand total of 2 points for the entire assessment, I truly feel dehumanised and dismissed by the whole thing.
Hi K4
So sorry to hear this.
I am also in the same process and just recently sent off my forms. I found the whole process really trying and depressing because of the way you have to describe yourself. I am very much a sort of chin up, get on with it, sort of person. I try to put my difficulties behind me and move on as best I can but it just isn't possible sometimes and having to decare that is hard.
I fully expect to be rejected too, and have to appeal, because everything I have read indicates this is the normal process, so I am buckled up for that.
Wish we weren't in this position.
Good luck with the next steps.