Published on 12, July, 2020
I've attempted suicide many times but I don't do that anymore. I just self harm now. [content removed by Moderator due to breaches of rule 4 of the online community rules and guidelines] but I will not kill myself, or attempt to again, because I know two women whose relatives killed themselves and apparently it traumatised them. Funnily enough, I kind of fell in love with those two women. Well, one of them in particular. The other one I consider one of the nicest people I know. Every day I long for some meaningful human contact but I can't find it anywhere.
Dear Roswell,
Thank you for posting and telling the community what you are going through. We understand from your post that you are currently going through a difficult time. It is good that you’ve let us know how you feel. Many people have similar thoughts when coping with so much and we hope you’re okay.
If you are unable to cope with the distress or despair, it’s very important to tell someone about your feelings or thoughts of suicide. Call your GP and make an urgent appointment. Your GP can make sure you get appropriate help and support
The National Autistic Society does not currently operate a crisis or emergency service. We advise you to contact 999 or any of the mental health crisis lines listed on our Urgent Help Page if you are at risk of immediate harm: https://www.autism.org.uk/what-we-do/help-and-support/urgent-help
If you are not at immediate risk of harm, we would encourage you to speak to your GP or another health professional about this if you haven’t done so already. If it’s outside your GP hours call 111 to reach the NHS 111 service: https://www.nhs.uk/nhs-services/urgent-and-emergency-care-services/when-to-use-111/
You may also find the following NAS resources useful:
Help for anyone struggling to cope
We hope this is helpful to you.
Kind regards
Rosie Mod
Rosie Mod said:Shout 85258: a free, confidential, 24/7 text messaging support service for anyone struggling to cope
I had problems with this service as each time had a reply saying I've texted too many times (that was 3 years ago); something wrong with there system.
ACF85 said:I don't think it's free either. When I sent a text with the name and number, I got an instant reply saying that there is a charge.
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I don't think it's free either. When I sent a text with the name and number, I got an instant reply saying that there is a charge. Unless it's changed since.