Emotional atrophy

I feel I am reaching a point where I experience feelings less, think less of people and sometimes fail to be moved by typically emotional events like funerals.

After years of avoiding attachment and keeping distant I struggle to muster any fondness or compassion for anyone or anything anymore.

Hence why I never went out of my way to make friends or relationships, I would not give them enough attention, neglect their feelings inadvertently or be disinterested.