Published on 12, July, 2020
I feel I am reaching a point where I experience feelings less, think less of people and sometimes fail to be moved by typically emotional events like funerals.
After years of avoiding attachment and keeping distant I struggle to muster any fondness or compassion for anyone or anything anymore.
Hence why I never went out of my way to make friends or relationships, I would not give them enough attention, neglect their feelings inadvertently or be disinterested.
I'm not a fan of emotions myself as I find them hard to control.
Do we need emotions for friendship though? Lots of us find common interests on here and try to support each other, although we don't really "know" each other in the usual sense, and that's what friendship is about to me.
(No doubt some clever person will point out to me that the things I mentioned involve emotions, but I won't acknowledge that as I have alexithymia, ha ha!)
That's people stuff which doesn't do a lot for rme either.
How does this sort of thing work for you?
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