Are we all destined to be single forever?

I've always had a blind side for relationships. The relationships I've had and have have always being initiated by others. I don't think I'm attractive or interesting but obviously others must think differently . If a relationship can happen to me it can happen to others. 

I'm a bit like Herge, people seem to find me attractive, I don't know why. My relationships rarely last though, I honestly don't think I'm cut out for them. I came to this conclusion after realising the common component in my many failed relationships is me, this isn't a negative, but a positive, as it allowed me to ask myself what I really want and need from a relationhip and why I don't get it. Basically I choose emotionaly unavailable men, because I don't want to be available all the time, the trouble is emotionally unavailable men want me to be availalbe all the time. Not only that I get bored in relationships really quickly.

From my experience I think many of my relationship issues are down to not being able to define myself. I play the role until I get scared or just bored when the initial excitement just fades.

I mask constantly which shows a different facet that I think they will like.

From my experience I think many of my relationship issues are down to not being able to define myself. I play the role until I get scared or just bored when the initial excitement just fades.

I mask constantly which shows a different facet that I think they will like.