Published on 12, July, 2020
My derealization is severe to the point I have nihilistic delusion. Is this a typical part of my mental illness?
I hold firm beliefs that nothing is real and due to history of severe developmental delay, I can't comprehend how most of humans have superior intelligence and discovered and build electronics. So how do I learn how to appreciate this complexity?
Maybe studying bhuddism would help you, it might help you find some structure and maybe a life path? There are different strands of Bhuddism so it will be a matter of finding the right one for you, if any are.
That would be interesting.