Published on 12, July, 2020
Have You ever seen Something in Your life that You wish You could UN-SEE ?There have been Two things for Me.1, I saw my Neighbours across the Road having sex, and by the time i put My binoculars down and got off the wordrobe i was disgusted ! 2. No joke.Was 15 when i peered over my Neighbours fence and saw His car exhaust pipe connected to a hose.Had to hear His Mum screaming when Police needed Her to identify His Body in " situ" in the Car.As i was the one who called the Ambulance i had to go to a coroners inquest.All because His Girlfriend left Him.He was 25.To this very Day i still can.t get it out of my Head.The worst part was when His Dad knocked on our door in tears and asked Me if i could Recall His last few Days.Even at 15 it broke My heart.Yes, 1 was a joke but No.2 still chokes Me to this Day.I saw first hand how losing a loved Family Member Devastates Loved ones.So....If You ever feel that low....Please remember...Your " escape " will leave devastation "It is only painful for those who are left behind...........
I was 12 years old, my 10 years old cousin exposed herself to me, spread legs and everything. Later I learned that she was hyper sexualized since her father molested her.
My aunt's dog, an older poodle with his face full of weeping cankers. My aunt refused to have him put down because it was a son to her. My family was quite fouled up, to be hones.
I wish I could scrub my brain clear. "What has been seen cannot be unseen", truly.
So many of us were abused, as kids, including myself.
Growing up, I was very perverse and manipulative. Only my natural inhibition kept me from becoming a sex offender.
There are a lot of older folks in there, and child rape was a pretty common thing back then. It was just a normal fact of life, ask Jimmy Savile or Cyril Smith. I was lucky to get to adulthood with my ass intact, but I had some pretty close calls. It's a miracle if there are still some sane people in my generation.