When was the last time You really wished You could UNSEE something ?.....

Have You ever seen Something in Your life that You wish You could UN-SEE ?
There have been Two things for Me.

1, I saw my Neighbours across the Road having sex, and by the time i put My binoculars down and got off the wordrobe i was disgusted ! 

2. No joke.
Was 15 when i peered over my Neighbours fence and saw His car exhaust pipe connected to a hose.
Had to hear His Mum screaming when Police needed Her to identify His Body in " situ" in the Car.
As i was the one who called the Ambulance i had to go to a coroners inquest.
All because His Girlfriend left Him.He was 25.
To this very Day i still can.t get it out of my Head.
The worst part was when His Dad knocked on our door in tears and asked Me if i could Recall His last few Days.
Even at 15 it broke My heart.

Yes, 1 was a joke but No.2  still chokes Me to this Day.
I saw first hand how losing a loved Family Member  Devastates Loved ones.
So....If You ever feel that low....Please remember...Your " escape " will leave devastation "
It is only painful for those who are left behind...........