Dont spend Money online when you have been drinking !

I have rarely ever been drunk in my life. One reason for this is that when I get partial and full on shutdowns, theyfeel and look like I am drunk but are not at all pleasant experiences. I would absolutely hate to ever be drunk and have a shutdown at the same time!  Another reason (Apart from hating the taste of beer) is that Mum and I pass out if we are sick, and our airwaves get blocked so if one of us goes ill, we have to watch each other incase we need to clear the airways so we can breath when we come back round. I have spent a fair few years working trains full of incredibly drunk people and so the thought of being drunk isnot something I want to be. I have been "Merry" on a few occasions such as having a glass of wine at Christmas, but never drunk, so fortunately never had a hangover!  But have I ever experienced what it is like to be drunk?  Every time I have had a shutdown!  (Actually I look drunk as my walking goes all over the place while in a partial  shutdown as my balance goes and I start to lose my ability to power my legs, and when in a full shutdown I am on the floor unable to move, in a rather floppy state! Iam glad it looks like I am drunk to strangers as people leave me alone, as the last thing I want is people making a fuss especially if they talk to me and try to get me to reply! If I try and reply after pulling out of a shutdown, I go into another shutdown which is exhausting!

I have rarely ever been drunk in my life. One reason for this is that when I get partial and full on shutdowns, theyfeel and look like I am drunk but are not at all pleasant experiences. I would absolutely hate to ever be drunk and have a shutdown at the same time!  Another reason (Apart from hating the taste of beer) is that Mum and I pass out if we are sick, and our airwaves get blocked so if one of us goes ill, we have to watch each other incase we need to clear the airways so we can breath when we come back round. I have spent a fair few years working trains full of incredibly drunk people and so the thought of being drunk isnot something I want to be. I have been "Merry" on a few occasions such as having a glass of wine at Christmas, but never drunk, so fortunately never had a hangover!  But have I ever experienced what it is like to be drunk?  Every time I have had a shutdown!  (Actually I look drunk as my walking goes all over the place while in a partial  shutdown as my balance goes and I start to lose my ability to power my legs, and when in a full shutdown I am on the floor unable to move, in a rather floppy state! Iam glad it looks like I am drunk to strangers as people leave me alone, as the last thing I want is people making a fuss especially if they talk to me and try to get me to reply! If I try and reply after pulling out of a shutdown, I go into another shutdown which is exhausting!