Published on 12, July, 2020
I'm not a fan of them. Even as a little girl I never got excited for my birthday, in fact the weeks leading up to it were always filled with dread and this is something that's never changed.
My birthday is next month and I'm already dreading it. People keep asking me what I want, should we do a party, am I excited...
It must sound like I'm not grateful, I actually am grateful for the thought and care but as with every year I just want to stay in my room and wait for the day to be over. Everyone fusses and the majority know I don't like my birthday or celebrating but they do it anyway.
If it was a quiet occasion it would be much better and I wouldn't have such a big problem with it but it's never a quiet occasion and by the end of the day I'm always exhausted and nearing a meltdown.
There's still a month to go but I'm anxious already. If I'm really lucky they will forget it this year and I can carry on like normal.
I can't even remember when my birthday is lol ^^
I think that's a good thing maybe the only good thing my MH is doing to me.
Remember my past birthdays everyone leaves me be except my dad who will always try and make the day extra special
I got my dog Lily who sadly passed away last year as a present one year. She was by far the best birthday present I ever got :)
Maybe in the future think about a new pup, not a replacement for Lily but a new love. Imagine the adventures the two of you could have.