Published on 12, July, 2020
My friends bf dad had a stroke in March. And he’s only just come home. The bf got him an Alexa to call for help if he fell and I laughed.
Just at older people using the Alexa, not his dad falling over. Don’t ask why I laughed I just did. The bf never wants to see me again and never wants me in the flat. He’s been crying because of it. I feel so bad.
my friend has said they need space from me for a few months so they can figure out what to do/if they still want to be friends with me.
this so all over a misunderstanding. I don’t understand why I’ve been cut out of their life’s. I haven’t been sleeping, I’ve been off work and I’ve been crying in bed when I’m at home.
I’ve said sorry but it hasn’t helped. I don’t know what to do or how to feel. I feel like I’m just waiting for them to text me to confirm it’s over.
my depression is bad. And it’s getting worse.
I lost every friend I ever had back in May because of a string of stupid mistakes being made public. I also had thousands of people online calling me every name under the sun.
I know how you feel. It's horrible, isolating, and you end up punishing yourself even more than already.
I have written up apology messages and have just left them in my drafts. I feel I'd want to send them but I'm not prepared for the prospect of being cut out of their lives 100% (it's more like 99% atm).