Published on 12, July, 2020
Recently I have asked various people about how to initiate the process of friendships and bonding, but their answers have always been passive i.e, "it will happen when it happens" or "you're better off being by yourself" which I find counterproductive.
To put it bluntly, I am f******lonely. Maybe it is my instinctive need for belonging and companionship that is compelling me to seek that out.
Am I wrong?
I really have no clue as to why I exist at all. I'm burdened with consciousness and no idea what to do with it. Autism only exacerbates this horrifying realisation. No offence intended. :)
Well then that's a whole different level of query altogether - existential ?!
I cannot address that one on the fly...so hopefully others will chime in over time....I must be gone.
Good luck.