Published on 12, July, 2020
I'm sorry if my question does not belong here. I am not officially diagnosed but have suspected autism. Every time I start a new job, I am fine for a few months, then I go into a spiral of thinking I'm not liked or not wanted there... especially if I interact with these people a lot everyday. I can never read peoples intensions with me. Of course it could be related to my psychosis diagnosis, but I don't feel its paranoia. I realise that I could be wrong in my thinking and I know I am overthinking it, but I cannot stop it. I don't feel people are plotting against me, I just don't feel very liked or wanted. And I end up feeling like I don't fit in.
I don't feel people are plotting against me, I just don't feel very liked or wanted. And I end up feeling like I don't fit in.
Your question is welcomed here despite not having an official diagnosis
For me I am certain of not suffering with paranoia or delusional imaginings when I state I have a history of being snubbed, excluded, being treated as a pariah.
If you have my sort of communication difficulties then you will easily be singled out by NT's as odd always ending up as a misfit. It comes with this ASD profile for some of us.