My English Teacher got mad at me.

Hay,

I don't know from where I have to start but i have speaking problems and i want to get 9 scores on Ielts academic exam. 

Nevertheless, i hate when someone tells me about what I can do and what i can't do. I know my problems.

I hate fighting with people but my teacher is my hero and now she is totally mad and i think she started hate me like everyone.. 

What i have to do to stop her from hate me?