Published on 12, July, 2020
I feel bad when it's sunny outside but I'm burned out and tired so I can't go out to enjoy it. since it's rarely sunny, when it finally comes there's the expectation and pressure to go out and enjoy it.
Same here, especially if I ought to be cycling. Sometimes I have to force myself and then I do often feel better for it, but other times I stay in and feel bad. Or at least try to sit by the window for a bit so I can look out at the nice weather so I haven't entirely wasted it! If I can at least sit outside that is nice, but not always as simple as it should be.
Yeah, sounds a lot like my story. The only difference that I fail in forcing or motivating myself to do stuff