Published on 12, July, 2020
I feel bad when it's sunny outside but I'm burned out and tired so I can't go out to enjoy it. since it's rarely sunny, when it finally comes there's the expectation and pressure to go out and enjoy it.
A change in seasons upsets me. I have found wearing sunglasses does help a bit, the weirdness comes from a hormone change for most people, but I think light sensitivity and hayfeve both play a big role also for me