Starting a new relationship

Hi, please excuse my bumbling nonsense, I find it hard to get my words out. I just feel like no one understands me
I’m in my 30s and feel I have undiagnosed asd, even my family agree yet didn’t get me assessed as it was seen as shame on my family. 
im really struggling as a single parent and not sure how to restart my love life. I hate physical contact and I’m very unsocial so haven’t had much luck. I can’t do small talk and have found others don’t like my bluntness/ telling it as it is. 
What do I do and where do I go? I don’t want my kids growing up thinking their mum was a failure in life

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  • Your conscious and Sub-Conscious mind are at odds with each other. Sure you are confused.

    What we want compared to reality can be crippling. I am sure though that there is another Person out there asking the very same question as you. You just need to find each other.

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  • Your conscious and Sub-Conscious mind are at odds with each other. Sure you are confused.

    What we want compared to reality can be crippling. I am sure though that there is another Person out there asking the very same question as you. You just need to find each other.

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