Want to be dead

I honestly want to be dead, I think it would be easier. I cant cope with the pain of life anymore. Its too confusing and stressful, Im not made for this world

I cant cope with having to go to the job centre every week, trying to find a job, worrying about money, dealing with my sons autism and his constant hitting, screaming and demands of me as well as my own autism. I cant cope with my wifes messiness meaning the house is a constant sensory overload. I cant cope with the fear of the neighbours hearing my meltdowns and calling the police. Just smashed up a washing basket with my bare hands in a meltdown and now my hands are bleeding. Dont want to live anymore 

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  • Know how you feel billy, trust me.  These feelings will pass.  In this moment, it wont feel like it but things will work themselves out.  You sound like you have alot to deal with at the moment and probably are in the thick of it but you will be o.k.  if you need to talk, send me a d.m or reach out to someone close if you can

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  • Know how you feel billy, trust me.  These feelings will pass.  In this moment, it wont feel like it but things will work themselves out.  You sound like you have alot to deal with at the moment and probably are in the thick of it but you will be o.k.  if you need to talk, send me a d.m or reach out to someone close if you can

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