Published on 12, July, 2020
Were any of you bullied as children/teenagers? I was subjected to mild mocking/teasing at prep school, but that was nothing like the severe verbal bullying I was subjected to at public school. I was introverted,shy,badly coordinated and socially awkward/naive. In other . words, not like the usual brash and extremely self confident people that went there. Nearly 50 years later and I still struggle with the psychological effects of it. I've never been able to pursue further education in a bricks and mortar setting for fear of being bullied and mocked My 1st psych admission was at the start of my last term at public school, the A level term.Hence no A levels and no degree.
My self belief and sense of self worth is gossamer thin. Ditto my self confidence. If I do well at something my mind says 'everyone can'. If I do badly at something then I'm stupid.
Hello firemonkey. I'm truly sorry to hear about the difficult experiences you faced during your school years and the lasting impact it has had on your self-confidence and self-worth. It's heartbreaking to hear how bullying can have such long-lasting effects on an individual.
I was bullied throughout the entirety of my school life from start to finish. Worst years of my life for sure! I still feel the effects mentally that came from the bullying and it's still not easy to endure.
Please know that you are not alone in feeling this way and that healing from past trauma is a journey that takes time and effort. It's commendable that you're sharing your story and reaching out for support. Remember, you are worthy, you are valued, and you deserve to pursue your passions and dreams without fear of judgment or ridicule. Stay strong and continue to prioritise your well-being and mental health. You deserve kindness and compassion, both from others and from yourself.