Published on 12, July, 2020
Do you work, or study, or just do things around the house?
I'm jobless at the moment. But I am looking for work but I failed at school and have nothing to aid me getting a job. The idea of working makes me so nervous but surviving without income looks hard, and in time I want my own family one day so I need to be able to provide.
I was looking at studying but I'm too nervous and I'm not very good at learning which I guess is why I failed school.
So at the moment I'm just doing things around the house and am trying to better myself
Ive never gotten to do anything I wanted to do
I will tell you an open secret.
Most people have a goal in life, something to do or achieve. But when they get there, they discover it's not what they wanted and it's a big disappointment.
I achieved the educational qualifications I wanted. It hasn't made me happy.
I have travelled, but many of the places I visited made me want to go home.
I live in a quality flat that I admired for years, but I am sitting in bed depressed.
I really don't know what I want and I suspect millions of people feel the same.