I am really struggling with anxiety at the moment and as a result am currently off sick from work. It will be three months this month that I've been off and to be honest I don't know how I'll be able to return. I'm just so burnt out with the camouflaging and masking that I've done over many years (not realising that I am autistic) and it's had such a detrimental affect on my self esteem. I'm now thinking I'll never be able to work unless I can find a job where I am alone.