Pain

You should go to minor accident or emergency or call 111. I have very little sympathy for you. You been given just as much, no even more support and opportunity than myself and many other people on this forum but you actively keep throwing the help away because you so unwilling to try & put in a little effort. I have read nearly most of your posts since I joined the community page so I haven't made this conclusion hastily and in no way am I trying to be intentional cruel. 

Its getting really pathetic now and your posts are nothing more than attention seeking. I can understand the struggles that having Autism & ADHD can cause as much as the next person. I am a decade younger than you who was also diagnosed as an adult after being neglected by the education system more the once. I have lived in a damp, poorly insulated caravan for nearly five years being actively toyed with mentally and emotionally by my own family who actively sabotaged me to fail while taken every bit of money from me to pay their utility bills. 

I have had over 43 full times jobs before the age of 24 where I have either been bullied out of the workplace and managed out. I have experienced everything that could possible go bad in the workplace to me. I have been drugged in the workplace, Poisoned, tied naked to a fence post in the midst of the British winter, stabbed in the workplace with a concoction of animal medication, burned, ran over by a tractor & scapegoated. Your experience compare to this is trivial yet you complain that your struggling when you've basically told the support than many other autistic individuals in a worse place then you are shouting and pleading for.

I too. have been housed in a really rough area with very little opptunity and services. My downstairs neighbour is selling drugs and keep me up all hours of the night. the smell is worse than the noise. the only different is that i have no one I can turn to and its not my own fault that my stepdad is a narcists and domestically violent and my mother has a personality disorder that basically enabling my step father to physically harm her when she just had major heart surgery. You think your childhood was hell my older step sister sexual assaulted me, my older brother used hurt me and lock me in cupboard for over eight hours while are parents where at work and my biggest brother use to kill my pets for pleasure and stop me accessing food at home. you don't have it rough as you think.

You expect everyone to cater to you, you narcissistically don't think that you have to put the energy or effort into anything and thing should be handed to you. its not how you human.    

You should go to minor accident or emergency or call 111. I have very little sympathy for you. You been given just as much, no even more support and opportunity than myself and many other people on this forum but you actively keep throwing the help away because you so unwilling to try & put in a little effort. I have read nearly most of your posts since I joined the community page so I haven't made this conclusion hastily and in no way am I trying to be intentional cruel. 

Its getting really pathetic now and your posts are nothing more than attention seeking. I can understand the struggles that having Autism & ADHD can cause as much as the next person. I am a decade younger than you who was also diagnosed as an adult after being neglected by the education system more the once. I have lived in a damp, poorly insulated caravan for nearly five years being actively toyed with mentally and emotionally by my own family who actively sabotaged me to fail while taken every bit of money from me to pay their utility bills. 

I have had over 43 full times jobs before the age of 24 where I have either been bullied out of the workplace and managed out. I have experienced everything that could possible go bad in the workplace to me. I have been drugged in the workplace, Poisoned, tied naked to a fence post in the midst of the British winter, stabbed in the workplace with a concoction of animal medication, burned, ran over by a tractor & scapegoated. Your experience compare to this is trivial yet you complain that your struggling when you've basically told the support than many other autistic individuals in a worse place then you are shouting and pleading for.

I too. have been housed in a really rough area with very little opptunity and services. My downstairs neighbour is selling drugs and keep me up all hours of the night. the smell is worse than the noise. the only different is that i have no one I can turn to and its not my own fault that my stepdad is a narcists and domestically violent and my mother has a personality disorder that basically enabling my step father to physically harm her when she just had major heart surgery. You think your childhood was hell my older step sister sexual assaulted me, my older brother used hurt me and lock me in cupboard for over eight hours while are parents where at work and my biggest brother use to kill my pets for pleasure and stop me accessing food at home. you don't have it rough as you think.

You expect everyone to cater to you, you narcissistically don't think that you have to put the energy or effort into anything and thing should be handed to you. its not how you human.    

My biggest brother used to lock me in things and physically harm me too, and kill my pets for fun, he'd use knives close to my hand, bind my hands, I mean there's a ton of things that he did that were traumatic, and there's narcissism that runs in the family, and my family didn't do much but enable the anger and violent behaviour, so I don't talk to my family anymore, even though they try so hard to manipulate me back so they can control me again, because they see nothing wrong with what they do. There's so many people who want to pressure me to engage with my family, but I try my best not to, because they don't know the things I do about them.

There were also a lot of workplaces unsuitable for me too. I agree that life can be much worse, and usually when people at work are complaining about something, I never think it's anything worth complaining about. I can work until I am scratched and bruised, I can get yelled at by an angry person, and I don't even care, because I've been through worse, and they don't understand that. 

I don't really know how to respond to what you have said. Obviously you've had a terrible and traumatic life. I am sad to hear that. I would help you if I could. We all have a different story, I think you are making unfair assumptions about me.